MOM!!!!! MEATLOAF!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!
i ain't dead yet bitches.it was close for a while. real close. the only thing worse than hating your job, is getting fired from that job for a SHITTY reason. and since that reason is shitty (and a lie), you are unable to collect unemployment without a long, cumbersome appeal process. fucking weak. fucking jerk off ex boss.
but it's all good in the hood. after many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many interviews and job offers, and declined offers, and call backs, and second interviews, and third interviews, it all worked out.
i got me a job. been there about a month and a half and it's been a mother fucking whirlwind. i had 3 INTENSE interviews for the position and met with all kinds of big up people. and low and behold i fooled those suckers...........b/c I AM THE MOTHER FUCKING BOSS!!!! what. what. bitches ask me if they can go on lunch break. and i say no. not for any good reason, just b/c i can. haha. it worked out to be a big raise from what i was making and it's a no joke REAL job. (i'm not going to get into too much specific detail about it yet. sorry)
the upside is obviously the money. the down side is i am now working a longer day. and this is a shit load more stressed than the gym, but it's all good for now. i am finally somewhat getting caught up on my bills which SUCKS b/c not working and getting paid for 7-8 weeks is a LONG TIME. but with the help of friends and family i got through.
the woman and i are stronger than ever even though we don't get to see each other as much as we'd like. she works retail and this is a shitty time of year for her. but we still get our few nights together and she was awesome through the whole "i hate myself. i'm such a loser. i'm never going to get a fucking job. kill me. kill me. kill me" time.
not good times. bad times.
but it's better now.
glad to see people are still checking the site out.
GET LIVEs YOU FUCKING GEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ha ha. just kidding. missed you too.Publish

